What I miss, and will miss, now that my sister is gone.

Losing my sister has made me realise the obvious:

1. I won’t EVER see her again
   
2. I won’t EVER chat to her on the phone again
3. We won’t EVER talk again
4. She won’t EVER be physically part of my life again

 
There are some things I miss about her dearly:
*The fact that we would vent to one another about family or relationship drama
*She would always do my hair whether it was just for going to the gym or out
*She used to ask for my assistance in doing her make up if she went out with friends
*I could always ask her opinion on what to wear or what not to wear
*She’d always offer to make me food, or share hers if she had some
*She would come to visit me at my new place and we’d spend the day playing Sims and eating junk
*How we binged watched Revenge until early morning hours
*She’d come up for me if someone said something to or of me
*She would help me bathe the doggies
*She always gave me her extra candy
*She’d sometimes go walking or jogging with me
*We would drive off together if there were any drama at home
*She would assist me in practical homework and assignments if I needed an actual person
*She would come have sleepovers at my new place and we’d share the bed
*She would have sleepovers when I still lived with my parents, and we’d share the bed
*She bought me food many times when I moved out because she knew I hated cooking
*She was always patient when I had to fetch her from school, after work
*She was ALWAYS happy when I fetched her from work/school and would ask how I was
*She let me borrow her clothing whenever I wanted to
*Our late night chats about all sorts of random things when I went to visit my parents’ house
*My mom, sister and myself always went to work late night during month end and my sister and I would always keep each other company

There’s obviously a lot more I miss about her but these are just some things I can think of at the moment.
 
There are also some things I will miss about not having my sister around:
*I won’t be able to do all the things mentioned above
*I won’t be able to tell her when I get engaged and show off my pretty ring
*She won’t be by my side, as my maid of honour, when I get married
*She won’t be an aunt if I get kids someday
*She won’t be my kid(s)’Godmother if I get a kid
*She won’t be able to take me for a ride in her new car if she got her licence
*We won’t be able to grow old together
 
Mourning my sister has a lot to do with me missing her and her missing events in my life. I will never stop missing her, I will never stop loving her and I will never stop mourning her!